As my day end on my usual life. I suddenly feeling the loneliness. When i got home, turn the Television on and seat on my couch. I look around and no one is around only me. Yeah! I been living alone i guess 5 months already. I do have a social life. I do go out talk to some friends outside. But on that time i felt so lonely. So i when to my fridge and get a bottle of beer and told myself i will get drunk so i can go to sleep and pass the loneliness i am feeling. I did finish the whole bottle of beer. And still the feeling of loneliness is still inside me. I did text my best friend to see if she is not busy but she didn't respond so that's mean she is busy. Well she will be she always have a family of her own unlike me. I do have a Boy friend but he is 600 miles away from me. And i don't have a Visa or can afford a plane ticket to see him. Oh! what a life it is. No good show on the television so i turn it off and just over my Mp3 and listen to is. Then i started dancing. But still dancing alone is not enjoyable. And i do felt like I'm crazy. And as i when back to my couch i thought of the phase i always see that saying " No one is an island" And i told myself yeah it is true. In some part of my life being alone i do feel OK and i do like it but there some part of my life that i wish i have someone. A partner that will always be there when i open the door when i got home. Someone to talk and listen to my opinion. Or someone to tell me hey! what you did was bad. I miss a lot of people. Miss my mom, my sister, my best friend, and my fiance. But at that time all of them are so far away.
I really don't know what else is still missing why am i still alone. But i guess i will surpass it. And think of it as an ordinary day of my lonely life!!!!
I really don't know what else is still missing why am i still alone. But i guess i will surpass it. And think of it as an ordinary day of my lonely life!!!!
